Bittersweet Life...

Friday, February 11, 2005

guess wat ppl? im moody... yeah. haven't been updating for quite a while, which is sooo not me. didnt had the modd to do so. those tagged my taggie, thank u soo much!

let's c... went out with adrena for the very last time b4 she leaves for australia. we were unbelievably high on shopping. haha... we went mall-hopping. yup, frm taka to parkway to tm. haha... loads of fun i tell ya... but, of coz, we felt tired as well. gosh, im gonna miss her. seriously. bubbye dearest fren... oh well...

im dying soon... haha. rubbish nurul. wat im sayin is tt ppl are talking bout the upcoming release of O level results. i sooo wanna get over it soon. im startin to feel a lil bit nervous and worried. which, again, is so not me. argh... one moment, 2 mths ago, i really wanna noe the results and start schooling to end my boredom. now, as of this freakin mth, i dun want to noe my results. i am not afraid of wat the outcome will be. im willing to face watever tt is written on the cert. aiyoh... i dunno lah... i dunno wat im trying to say also. it's like i dun want the same thing tt happened on the day of the release of O's MT results to happen again. remember my frens? haiz... i dreamt over and over again tt i've gotten a b4. hah! worse than the pervious one. over reacting maybe... i hate myself for doin this. for worrying so much. to the table ppl, all the best for the results.

to ema: hey girl! juz wanna tell ya tt ad's not gonna buy the cd frm ya... wat's up with u? give me a call...

my mind's in a mess... yesh. im totally fickle minded. oh yeah, giving my bro tuition... hehe... laugh all u want. i mean he's sec 2. im sure i can handle it... easy peasy. haha... getting my 'pay' this weekend.. yay!

money doesn't give one happiness. believe me. it will not. it never will. i've wished for a creative, a new hp and cash. but am i happy? i dun think i am. yeah... i got my zen micro. i've got my new hp. im gonna get cash. but i dun feel happy. it's true wat they say- money doesn't pay for happiness.

ill stop babbling now.

Smashed into pieces at 2/11/2005 01:08:00 PM